Sweet 17

Assalamualaikum.

I have turned 17 today! Yay!
Alhamdulillah!
Finally sampai jugak umur 17 neh.
itupun masih belum pass untuk tengok movie 18, bak kata terk.
ahahahah.
so anyhow...
i have came to a conclusion that whenever i'm having holiday, i will be seriously hopeless in completing my assignments.
tak sedar diri betul aku ni.
dah masuk second sem la wei!
ubahlah skit perangai.
huhu.

well.
we have gotten our result for pspm 1.
Alhamdulillah.
I thank Allah SWT for the result i got.
Although it is not 4 flat..
but still, now i am 90% to 98% sure where am i heading next with my pointer.
Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka, I'm going to be with you until 19 april 2009!
AMIN!

Well. last friday, 5/12, i was really sad because i only got to know that one of my friends is leaving...
Shafiq nak pergi perak...
waaaaaaaa.
gile sedih siot.
"Kau dapat mana wei?"
"Aku dapat UiTM perak."
"Laa! Tak dapatlah jumpa kau lepas ni!"
weh, seriously sedih gile!
the sad thing is, lately i havent seen him around matrix anymore.
i thought he moved or something.
then last monday or a few days before i saw him before going into english class.
i saw him at tutor 1, talking with some of his friends.
i was so freaking happy, because i think, "Okay, he didnt really move!"
:(
my roommate is also moving.
Waaa.
Gile sedih wei!

and for the record, Hlovate's stories are seriously, superbly, freakingly awesome.
Like seriously.
Reading her stories, brought me back to the memories that i have collected from the "secondary-school phase"..
it was fun, but sometimes i wish i could turn back time and somehow make it more fun, more experiences that could be gained...
but hey, without the mistakes that we have done, we could never learn anything now, right?

Sweet 17...
God, couldnt believe it that i have been breathing for 17 years.
Time flies so fast!
So many things happened...
and to be honest, i still find it hard to believe that i am actually studying in matrix.
I mean, to be standing on my own feet, doing everything on my own..
it's quite unbelievable for me to find out all the abilities that i have and all the things that i could do.
if i just have confidence in myself and have this "i-dont-care-what-people-think-about-me" attitude.
emm. the former i think i could do it, but the latter, i think i'll pass.
i still couldnt delete this paranoid-ness of me.
ahaha.
Matriks is one place that had taught me alot.
about life. friendship. study. independence. respect. taught me how to handle life. bravery. ways to face problems.
and another important thing, it had taught me to be closer to my parents and most importantly, ALLAH SWT.
Alhamdulillah i am still given the chance to change myself to be closer to Allah.
Matriks is one of the best things that happened to me.

will be posting more.
besides this post, i'll post another chapter of my story that i am writing.
Toodles!
You know you love me,
XOXO
(I love saying this actually)