Sunday, January 25, 2009

The Statement of Reality

Salam.
this evening was awesome.
after taking my evening nap (yeah, sue me, i can only have my evening nap when i'm back in home), I joined my bro to watch tv. My youngest bro was watching Dragon Ball, I'm not one of those person who watches it. I dunno, apparently, I don't get it.
hehe.
so, I decided to switch Dragon Ball to Michael Jackson's DVD.
I am a big fan of his songs.
His songs are super catchy.
I guess I like that kind of songs. Catchy, fast beat, music that we can dance or bop our head to.
We were laughing our asses off as we were watching the DVD, and as soon as the video Thriller came up, we were running off from the room.
ahahah.
that video creeps me out la.

anyhoo.
after that, we went to play badminton. but due to the windy weather,
not much luck in playing it well though.
then my mom went rummaging through the store, because apparently she thinks it will be perfect if we play layang-layang.
and i have to agree with her for that.

It is such a satisfaction those layang-layang soaring up high.
i guess that's how we felt if we are able to achieve what we wanted, right?
hehe.

I ain't prim and proper.
If you think that I'm one of those who will do everything in an ayu way,
sorry buddy, but you're wrong.
My grandma had reminded me millions of time to be a lil bit more, err, ladylike?
tapi susahlah!
haaha.
i'm this type of "hu-ha hu-ha" person,
that you can see laughing my ass off everyday
Especially when I'm with my family.
They truly brings light into my life :D
hehe.

macam tadik.
it feels really, really good to have my family members berkumpul and having fun tadik
sebab susah kan to see everyone now.
you know, since i'm away in londang, and my third bro in selandar,
it's quite hard.
so it really feels good when everyone is back. ngee :D

I am absolutely digging for Gossip Girl.
I hate it when I am so ketinggalan.
Waaarggghhh!

Today's 25th Jan.
Indicates that my late aunt had passed away for a year. :(
Al-Fatihah for her.

Will be posting more
XOXO

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Bored

Weeee.
i am having this maximum level of boredom.
anyhoo.
fanfiction.net is one of the best websites ever!!!!
i'm serious la wei.
huhu.
check it out!

www.fanfiction.net

XOXO

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Hello 2009, Goodbye 2008

Assalamualaikum everyone! Brace yourself for the longest post ever…


Dayah and I



Me, Dayah, Wei Ting, May Ling, Xue Yin, Jahizah



Mun, Syafiqah, Our BM teacher, Dayah, me, Intan



Timah, Me, Aina, Jia Yi



Kinah, Shahira, Timah, Liana, Me



(From behind)Me, Mun, Shahira, Syuhada, Farahin, Zalika, Falihin, Aina, Timah, Puteri



Fad and Me



Kinah, Timah, Me, Xue Yin


Gone were the days, where we were complaining how uncool it is to wear those white tudung, white baju kurung, and turquoise kain baju kurung.

Gone were the days where we were always grumbling what a nuisance it is to wear all those nametags and ribbons and ties.

Gone were the days where we will stayback at school until 5 in the evening, for no particular reason.

Gone were the days where we will be having our own sweet time at the back of the class (particularly, Farahin’s and Aina’s desks), talking pointlessly, gossiping, talking about studies, doing our homework together, laughing our asses off, disturbing the peacefulness of the class..

Gone were the days where the students will be having frowns on their faces while yelling, “Weh, I borrow your Add Maths book eh!” or “Ying Huey, can I pass up this book by myself?” or “After you copy, my turn ea,” Hahaha. To simplify it, gone were the days where the completed Add Maths assignment being passed around the class before passing up those assignments to teacher. Hahahha. I bet our Add Maths teacher is having an easy time to go through our assignments. Yelah, all of them were just bloody the same!

Gone were the days where students will be gossiping during recess at the tangga beside 5k1…

Gone were the days where we will be lying down on the floor while lepaking in LKC Hall and SPBT room…

Gone were the days where a student with the name of QURRATU’AINI being bullied by her classmates, ESPECIALLY, Tan Wei Ting, Wendy Lee, R.Shakinah, Ong Xue Yin, Thong Xue Lin, Goh Jia Yi….Oh my god, this particular student with the name of Qurratu’aini is seriously missing the old times la…

I have been with the bunch of 5k1 for 5 years, since 2003 until 2007. I have been with them through everything, and although I know that many people out there tend to see us as this annoyingly, stuck up, snobbish, arrogant, ignorant, persons who did not practice the values of friendship, I still love my classmates to death. I do admit that there were some cliques here and there in my class, but hey, it’s normal, right?

The important thing is, no matter whether you’re having your own clique, no matter whether you are the most popular girl in the school, if you can blend with the others, if you can participate more in your class, if you’re in good terms in everybody in your class, then that’s good enough already.

I miss them la weh. Missing them like orang gilak already. I remember Kementerian Orang-orang Sewel Sedunia was built while we were in Form 4K1. The president of the club, none other than our Miss Tan Wei Ting. Hehe. I don’t remember much about it, but I do remember that Dayah, Xue Yin, Yu Tian, Me, Shakinah were in the Kementerian…

And I do remember there was once, entah kenapa dengan Dayah, dia pergi menulis pasal misi dan visi, objektif, kementerian tu kat papan hitam…penuh ohh papan hitam tu! Memang sah Dayah tengah takda kerja time tu.

Ngee. Rindunyaaaaaaaaaa.

Tuition. Tuition is a really popular trend among the students in Malaysia, especially for those who are taking big examination like PMR and SPM. And yes, I am one of those who went to tuition.

Tapi tak banyaklah. Just amik for 4 subjects. Maths, Add Maths, Sejarah, BM. I love going to these tuitions! I went to Cikgu Omar for Sejarah and BM. Thank goodness my friends went there too, Fad, Zety and Adibah. Adibah! My long lost friend! Hehe. Tuition is also a place yang boleh buat jejak kasih la, seriously. Ngee.

Maths and Add Maths tuition is one of the best things that happened ohh! Hehe. Really close, and Cikgu Azam is one of the person that will keep track of you wherever you go. Thanks to him, I have managed to score distinction for my Add Maths and Maths during SPM.

To Cikgu Azam, thank you for all the confidence that you have in me, for all the while, until now. Even me myself, do not have that much confidence. Thank you that even I did badly during my UPS1, but you still give me some hopes and confidence to go through whatever may come next. It’s not exaggerating to say that you’re like a part of the ‘rocks’ of my life that will always support me through whatever, besides my family.

Memorable Evens in 2008

January : My late aunt passed away unexpectedly on my father’s birthday. It was not expected at all, and I still have difficulties to really register it in my mind until now. I had also started working at Parkson, Mahkota Parade. The place where everyone goes to. Ngee.

February : Successful in surviving the first month of working in Parkson.

March : SPM result. All I could say, ALHAMDULILLAH. I didn’t expect it at all, and when I saw my result, I was crying because I am too terharu already. I was also so freaking happy when I saw the result for my Add Maths and my English O Level. If I can put up a smile on my father’s and my mother’s faces, I am already grateful and happy enough. Still successful in surviving the second month of working.

April : Threw a surprise birthday party for a friend of mine. I was freaking worried it’s not being carried out greatly, but it turns out well. I have the chance to meet our infamous astronaut, Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor. And I am still successful in surviving the third month of working, but I have stopped working during middle of April. From working, I have been taught to communicate with everyone around me, regardless of their gender and age, and I am definitely more confident now. Thanks Parkson!

May : 5 May 2008. My first ever interview. TESL. And Alhamdulillah, aku dapat peluang untuk sambung pelajaran dalam bidang TESL. Cuma aku tak terima je tawaran tu…Hati aku betul-betul kuat kat matriks. Ngee.

12 May 2008. Pendaftaran untuk kemasukan 2008/2009 di Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka. This is where my life had started to evolve. This is the point where I had started to discover new things about myself. This is the point where I have to become this Miss Independent. This is the point where I think that Matriks is one of the best things that happened to my life.

June – October : Successful in surviving in the first semester in Matriks. Have sat for PSPM 1, and I have managed to meet the another Qurratu. Hehe.

November : Have entered second semester! Unofficially.

December : Kenakan Terk sempena birthday dia! Hahahhaa. Although I was having demam that time. The next day, result kuar! Huuuu. Alhamdulillah. Again, I was crying because I couldn’t believe that I could get that kind of result. ALHAMDULILLAH.

Tributes To the “Somebody” that I Miss in My Life


Dayah,
Aku nak ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak kat kau,
Sebab selama 6 tahun kita berkawan,
Banyak benda yang aku belajar dari kau
Banyak benda gila yang aku buat dengan kau
Siapa boleh lupa meronda ke MC sehelai sepinggang at the spur of the moment?
Siapa boleh lupa kita nangis kat tangga sama-sama?
Siapa boleh lupa all those “Oh My God!”s that were uttered by us whenever we’re having our chit chat moments?
Siapa boleh lupa the time yang kau purposely tinggalkan aku dan your cousin kat seleria? (seriously dayah, “nak cari tisu” is like the lamest excuse ever)
Siapa boleh lupa bila kau kasi sms all out of sudden kat aku, saying that kau rindu banget kat aku?
Siapa boleh lupa bila kau ajak aku lepak rumah kau time cuti hari tu?
Siapa boleh lupa yang kau tunaikan janji kau untuk berikan aku hadiah hari raya? (Although I really have to say I’m really sorry if it’s bothering you or making you uncomfortable. He’s a bit uncomfortable, I can tell ya)
Siapa boleh lupa, kaulah teman aku whenever aku balik lambat dari MP.
Dayah, aku rindu gile kat kau!
And aku ingat lagi apa yang kau bagitau aku, time kita nangis sama-sama tu…
Kau cakap kau bangga dengan aku, sebab aku pernah cakap yang you guys will see a new Qurratu masa form 5…Kau cakap, based on what I have said, aku tak mudah jealous tengok orang lain berjaya, instead, aku nak jadi macam dorang. Bukannya mengumpat that successful person or anything.
And aku really appreciate apa yang kau cakap tu Dayah.
Sebab…entahla. Bagi aku, aku tak pernah dan sangat-sangat, sangat jarang menerima pujian yang sangat ikhlas…Dan bila aku dengar that compliment from you, I feel so appreciated.
Kau tahu apa aku fikir?
Aku fikir, wow, for once, I have a good quality in someone’s eye?
Kau tahu kan, aku ni walaupun nampak hu-ha hu-ha macam ni, tapi rasa inferior aku tu tinggi jugak ohh…
Hmm. Kaulah teman suka duka aku. Kaulah teman time aku datang mood gile-gile tu. Kaulah teman “Oh My God!” aku. Kaulah teman lepak aku.
Aku mintak maaf atas segala kesilapan yang aku pernah buat kat kau, baik yang tersembunyi atau pun yang zahir, baik secara sengaja atau tidak disengajakan,
Dan setiap tindakan yang aku buat tu, aku ada alasan aku tersendiri..
Apa-apa pun, aku nak kau tahu, yang aku harap sangat kita akan kekal berkawan sampai bila-bila!
Nanti time kau kahwin, make sure yang kau jemput aku. Kalau tak, aku akan hunt you down and kick your ass off.
Hahahaha. Just joking la weh!
Friendship Forever!Syg kau sgt!



Timah,
For 8 years we have known each other,
Dah terlalu banyak benda yang kita sama-sama tempuhi
Dah terlalu banyak benda yang menguji kita
And I have to say
You’re one of the people yang bila kita gaduh, we will only take a day untuk berbaik semula
Ngee
You are also another person that I will turn to whenever I am facing problems
Dari benda kecik sampailah benda besar
Dari benda yang remeh temeh sampailah benda yang super duper serious luar alam punya hal
Haha. Jap ea.
Aku pernah sanggup pergi bilik kau semata-mata nak komplain kat kau pasal benda yg remeh temeh.
Dan kau pulak pernah telefon pagi-pagi buta, menangis kat aku, pasal UPU.
Dan aku pernah cite kat kau pasal guys yang bikin hati aku panas.
Dan kau pulak bagitau aku memula pasal ke-janda-an kau.
Semalam, 2/12/2009, ada reunion budak MGSS! Ngee. Reunion di perhimpunan pelajar. First, taking pics with you, Mun dan Jahizah. Taking pictures di tangga batu caves tu haa. Hehe. Then, berbual dengan Timah sambil duduk kat tangga batu caves tu. Then duduk depan library together with Mun sambil catching up on our life stories. Updates kawan-kawanku. Hehe. Then pergi kafe dengan Timah. Hahaha. Satu petang bersama timah. Ngee.
Kau memang seriously teman lepak aku dan teman makan aku. Haha. Not to mention, teman SELENGAN. Ahahha. Welcome abroad to the club, Timah.
Ngee.
Aku rasa kelakar lak ari tuh tetiba ada pula sesi “confession” tak pasal-pasal.
Hehe. Sebab bab confess meng-confess agak bizarre kalau kita buat.
Ngee.
Friends forever homie! My teman lepak, teman selengan, teman merapik bersama-sama, teman makan, teman mencurahkan segala masalah yang melanda…wee! Love ya!



We have definitely been through thick and thin for 8 months living together
I thank to God that I have roommates like you guys
You guys have brought the best in me
We will always support each other no matter what
You guys will always be there to tell me what’s wrong with whatever I’m doing
You guys show me the sincerity, honesty, genuiness, of yourselves
I’m really proud to have you guys as my roommates
Whatever that happen
I hope we will stay as friends forever
Love you fellas!
Friends Forever!


End of the tributes. To those yang terasa if their names are not here, do not worry. I still love all my friends to death. Especially to the whole bunch of 5k1.

Fuih. Will be posting more. I'm excited for this 2009, and I hope I can enjoy and go through this year with full bliss! hehe. Hello 2009 baby!

P/s: if you realize, i didn't mention my family in this post. It's not that I don't treasure them, but my family's position as the estrella of mine is unquestionable. ngee.
XOXO