Lets Go Down the Memory Lane

Assalamualaikum everyone!

Well, currently i'm having 5 days holiday. And miraculously, i have managed to bring myself to study maths yesterday.
Seriously, maths semester 2 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay freaking hard than the first sem.
Makes me think, kenapalah aku ni tak belajar betul2 time sem 1.
huaaaaaa.
no point regretting it qurratu.

UPS is just around the corne. i have around 2 weeks to prepare for this big mid semester examination. Aiyoh, i dont want to repeat the past, where i flunked my first semester UPS. gile ar. kerja gila.
I know i can do this. I know i can achieve higher than i usually get. Just that...if only i'm not a lazy-ass i used to be....maybe what i have dream for eversince i was in form 4 would be in my hand...uuu

Well. I was browsing school pictures of a junior of mine. (Junior ke? Juniorlah sangat. Padahal umur sama je. Hanya sebab aku lompat dan one batch ahead of her, adakah itu melayakkan aku untuk menjadi seorang senior?)
Suddenly, i am going down the memory lane. Again. Rindunya time dulu-dulu...

Dulu-dulu, memang budak paling nakal la kat dalam kelas 4k1 and 5k1 tu. hehe. kaki tak buat kerja rumah? geng aku. kaki tak pay attention dalam kelas? geng aku. kaki tiru kerja rumah? geng aku. kaki suka main-main dlm kelas bio? geng aku. kaki lepak? geng aku. kaki ponteng kelas? geng aku. kaki buat bising dalam kelas? geng aku.

hahahahah. nakalnya aku time sekolah dulu! tapi alhamdulillah, senakal-nakal kitorang, tak pernahlah kitorang buat dan bawak masalah kat sekolah and kelas kitorang...dan maybe alhamdulillah kitorang takdalh nak menjatuhkan reputasi kelas dan sekolah kitorang (maybe).. dan alhamdulillah, senakal-nakal kitorang, result SPM kitorang semua alhamdulillah, semua bagus...alhamdulillah. Itu je yang mampu aku cakap. Dah rezeki kitorang agaknya...and masing-masing pun dapat peluang untuk sambung belajar..

Marilah aku kenalkan my clique of 5k1 dulu ye..
a) Nur Aina aka Aina aka Not not- paling serious di antara kami semua. Paling pengemas di antara kami semua. Mejanya yang paling kosong di antara kami berempat. Hihi. Boleh tahan garang, boleh tahan kuat membebel (but seriously, siapa dalam geng kami yang tak kuat membebel? hehe), i can say that she is 90% to perfectionist. kalau tulis atas kertas yang takda garisan, dia akan guna pembaris beb! currently studying in form 6 in GBS, and she is the only malay girl there.

b) Nurfarahin aka Farah- the only malay girl in our class that can understand and speak Mandarin FLUENTLY. Among us, she's the most quiet. She's gorgeous, petite and her look will make you turn your head twice to look at her. hehe. thats my opinion. Superb in maths, and whenever she's doing her work, she will give her 100% attention siot. However, you might need to know that she is the rule breaker among us. ehhe. currently she's in matriks gambang, pahang, taking sains fizikal.

c) Nur Fatimah Mardiah aka Timah- ohh! kawanku sejak darjah 5, tetapi mula rapat since form 1. with her, we have been through thick and thin, up and down of our life and our friendship. Our parents have knew each other, her mom is like my mom's new best friend. eheh. i have to say that she's another person yang aku akan turn to everytime masalah aku datang melanda. daripada benda kecik sampailah benda besar..daripada masalah computer sampailah masalah result. hehe. i remember masa tu tengah havoc pasal result upu kuar. She phoned me early in the morning, crying, and telling me about the upu that she got. hee. sangat terharu. and i remember, i was doing english project with my classmates in matriks, and it was like, 12.a.m. Ye kawan-kawan, masa tu tengah midnight ye. The only person that i could think of is her. fatimah. So, aku pon pergilah ke blok dia (nasib baik blok dia depan blok aku) and mintak tolong tukarkan format document tu. Fatimah saved the day! yee-ha! memang seriously, jodoh aku dengan dia memang panjang kot. dari sekolah rendah, ke sekolah menengah,sampailah ke matriks, memang belajar tempat yang sama, dan amik course yang sama. Currently she's in matriks melaka, taking sains hayat. Just like me!

d) Me la wei. Siapa lagi? hee.

Ohh. i really, really miss time dolu-dolu. Hey MGSS-ians batch SPM 2007, bila maw buat reunion ni? Wei Ting! If you are reading this, bila maw buat reunion? I'm waiting and anticipating for it!

Will be posting more. So long.
You dislike me? Sorry!I am just being myself,
XOXO

Sweet 17

Assalamualaikum.

I have turned 17 today! Yay!
Alhamdulillah!
Finally sampai jugak umur 17 neh.
itupun masih belum pass untuk tengok movie 18, bak kata terk.
ahahahah.
so anyhow...
i have came to a conclusion that whenever i'm having holiday, i will be seriously hopeless in completing my assignments.
tak sedar diri betul aku ni.
dah masuk second sem la wei!
ubahlah skit perangai.
huhu.

well.
we have gotten our result for pspm 1.
Alhamdulillah.
I thank Allah SWT for the result i got.
Although it is not 4 flat..
but still, now i am 90% to 98% sure where am i heading next with my pointer.
Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka, I'm going to be with you until 19 april 2009!
AMIN!

Well. last friday, 5/12, i was really sad because i only got to know that one of my friends is leaving...
Shafiq nak pergi perak...
waaaaaaaa.
gile sedih siot.
"Kau dapat mana wei?"
"Aku dapat UiTM perak."
"Laa! Tak dapatlah jumpa kau lepas ni!"
weh, seriously sedih gile!
the sad thing is, lately i havent seen him around matrix anymore.
i thought he moved or something.
then last monday or a few days before i saw him before going into english class.
i saw him at tutor 1, talking with some of his friends.
i was so freaking happy, because i think, "Okay, he didnt really move!"
:(
my roommate is also moving.
Waaa.
Gile sedih wei!

and for the record, Hlovate's stories are seriously, superbly, freakingly awesome.
Like seriously.
Reading her stories, brought me back to the memories that i have collected from the "secondary-school phase"..
it was fun, but sometimes i wish i could turn back time and somehow make it more fun, more experiences that could be gained...
but hey, without the mistakes that we have done, we could never learn anything now, right?

Sweet 17...
God, couldnt believe it that i have been breathing for 17 years.
Time flies so fast!
So many things happened...
and to be honest, i still find it hard to believe that i am actually studying in matrix.
I mean, to be standing on my own feet, doing everything on my own..
it's quite unbelievable for me to find out all the abilities that i have and all the things that i could do.
if i just have confidence in myself and have this "i-dont-care-what-people-think-about-me" attitude.
emm. the former i think i could do it, but the latter, i think i'll pass.
i still couldnt delete this paranoid-ness of me.
ahaha.
Matriks is one place that had taught me alot.
about life. friendship. study. independence. respect. taught me how to handle life. bravery. ways to face problems.
and another important thing, it had taught me to be closer to my parents and most importantly, ALLAH SWT.
Alhamdulillah i am still given the chance to change myself to be closer to Allah.
Matriks is one of the best things that happened to me.

will be posting more.
besides this post, i'll post another chapter of my story that i am writing.
Toodles!
You know you love me,
XOXO
(I love saying this actually)